Yrael comes down the outside bypass stairs, not wanting to have to take the time to pass through the bar. In there, he might be stopped or questioned before getting to retreat to the relative quiet of the forest at night.
He strides out into the trees, his bare feet silent in the grass and moist soil, on rock and tree root.
He wants... he doesn't know what he wants.
He strides out into the trees, his bare feet silent in the grass and moist soil, on rock and tree root.
He wants... he doesn't know what he wants.
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Date: 2009-05-30 03:00 am (UTC)From:"I told you, Yrael. You don't matter anymore."
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Date: 2009-05-30 03:06 am (UTC)From:Though perhaps, most truthfully, it is vice-versa.
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Date: 2009-05-30 03:12 am (UTC)From:And so he steps to the side, again placing him in Yrael's path.
"I think, Yrael, that it is you who doesn't want to talk because you'll have to verbally admit what both of us know." His eyes flash, like liquid silver in the moonlight. "He's up there, snorting coke off the carpet while Nathaniel tries not to weep at the hopelessness of it all. Your words... touched nothing."
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Date: 2009-05-30 03:23 am (UTC)From:He speaks at Ruin's collarbone, voice low, quick and sharp. "Remember what I said about there being consequences for your choices, as well? You might want to be considering the possible repercussions right about now."
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Date: 2009-05-30 03:26 am (UTC)From:"I'm well aware of the consequences, Yrael."
He was a servant of the sentients, no matter what the sentient needed. Ruin doesn't back down.
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Date: 2009-05-30 03:36 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2009-05-30 03:42 am (UTC)From:"He'd rather die than let any of you help him." Ruin looks over his shoulder. "Then again, you never could save yourself, so why should you have thought you could save him, Mogget?"
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Date: 2009-05-30 03:53 am (UTC)From:no subject
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Date: 2009-05-30 04:33 am (UTC)From:"Claws and teeth. I must have really hit a nerve. The little puppy must mean a lot to you."
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Date: 2009-05-30 04:40 am (UTC)From:"Seems like what you were going for," he growls, low, licking a left hand claw clean. "Jason's my brother. Would you expect some other reaction? Expect me to say 'Thanks for repeatedly poking at the fact that my brother is destroying himself and I'm unable to help him. I really needed that'?"
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Date: 2009-05-30 04:47 am (UTC)From:"It's about time you saw the truth of the situation. I knew you weren't so stupid as to believe it when it's right in your damn face."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:01 am (UTC)From:"Even if he is no longer really the Jason I knew, loved and considered my brother. That Jason is not completely dead yet."
He has seen glimpses of him, these past few weeks.
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:02 am (UTC)From:He remains alert though, muscles coiled.
"But well on his way."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:10 am (UTC)From:He holds out hope.
"Given the right trigger, he can turn aside, even up until the last moment."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:13 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2009-05-30 05:15 am (UTC)From:"But if I can still seem glimpses of my brother in him, there is a chance that he will be able to."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:17 am (UTC)From:"For his sake, I hope you're right."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:23 am (UTC)From:"It's for my sake, too, you know. I'll sleep better when I know he can smile and not make me cringe with how false it rings."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:27 am (UTC)From:And he does.
Ruin leans against a tree.
"Your sleep, though, is going to be as restless as it has been for a while yet."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:30 am (UTC)From:"Tell me something I don't know."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:32 am (UTC)From:"JD's Bar-B-Q has great ribs if you're in the mood for pork."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:34 am (UTC)From:Then the curiosity strikes.
"Got an address?"
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:36 am (UTC)From:He laughs, the sound tired and worn.
"It's my job, Yrael. Nothing more. It will end, one way or another, soon enough."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:42 am (UTC)From:"I understand," he says. And he really does. He just doesn't feel pity for him. "So don't take it personally if I feel the sudden need to play skip-rope with your small intestine if I catch you looking at Jason the wrong way."
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:45 am (UTC)From:"If I look at Jason the wrong way, it's due to a choice he's made that's invited me to do so."
He sighs. Ruin doesn't want pity. Understanding is all he's ever wanted. He was a part of a greater whole, just an unpleasant part.
"It's what I do. I can do nothing but be what I am."
Trudging through the forest, away from Yrael, Ruin tries to focus his energies, repair what damage Yrael's teeth and claws had done.
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Date: 2009-05-30 05:49 am (UTC)From:It has never meant that he must like them.
He heads in the opposite direction, towards the far side of the lake, and the beginning slopes of the mountain. A light burns among the trees there until morning.